"Last Minute" God

I leave for Africa in two days. I never thought I would get to this point; even this weekend, I was still battling with fear and doubt about this whole summer project. It has been a hard journey, much of which was recorded in my journal and might be added on here. For now, I am rejoicing in the ways that God has provided, protected, and gracefully kept me in His hands.
Today, the day before I leave for Florida, I finally got my Yellow Fever shot which is mandatory before entering Africa. I tried getting it yesterday, but for lack of funds, had to reschedule. I woke up today praying, "God, I have no idea what you have in store for me today. I have just enough for the shot. I still need other meds, mosquito repellent, gifts for my host family, and extra money for emergencies or other expenses. I have nothing to offer. I cannot provide for myself. But here I am, fully devoted to this mission, fully devoted to you. I know you can provide and I know that you are able." It wasn't an easy prayer, but I prayed earnestly. I have been thinking that if I don't get to go to Africa, if I don't raise enough money, God is still God. He is worthy to be praised here in the US and in Africa. However, something always brought me back to this project. Even through doubt and fear, God has worked in me and He will continue that work in Ghana and until the day of Christ Jesus!
Anyway, today I was blessed with a free yellow fever shot! I was surprised and almost cried because now I have extra money and am expecting a couple of other donations before I leave. God is a God of provision. His mercy and grace is beyond my understanding and all I can do is rejoice at how I am loved by my Father! This week has been full of blessings so far and God is really showing me that He is indeed with me and will never leave me. He is truly amazing!!
So, Ghana it is. In about 2 days I will meet Africa and it'll be life changing.
Most importantly, I will walk with Jesus for 8 weeks, closer than I have ever before. My heart yearns for this journey.

Hope I can keep you all updated! Prayers for the team are definitely appreciated!

Nancy S.