Ugh. It's only been like 2 days and I already feel homesick.
Stuff seems so different now…but somehow seems like I've been here forever. Weird.
I've already learned so much about myself in these past couple of days though,
I shut down almost completely when situations are out of my maturity level.
"Buck up kid."
I am afraid of change even though I love it.
I hold on to stuff I shouldn't.
The only thing I can do is cry when I think a situation is "out of [my] control".
I cry.
I am way emotional and take things too much to heart…take things the wrong way a lot.
I somehow feel like everyone's out to get me.
Racist jokes do bother me sometimes.
Ugh…tonight I just want to be somewhere familiar. See familiar faces. Feel like I belong…..?
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