My Other Half

I'm doing that thing right now where you just about cry your heart out-but you do it quietly so no one else can hear..

I miss you too Nat. I really do.

I miss going into your room to find your still sleeping even though it was past noon.

I miss having the deepest conversation and starting it from the most random topic.

I miss talking to you.

I am having fun, I just wish with all my heart that I had you here with me to share this with.

I wish I'd talked to you more..

Spent more time with you..

I feel like it wasn't enough..even though we both know it was plenty..

I love you.

For who you are..what you're not..

I love that no matter where we are, we'll never lose what we have.

I love that God has made you with the sweetest heart..with the sweetest and purest desires.

I feel so…clausterphobic..somehow…

Cuz I know that I'm so far away…and can't get to you…and even if I tried…the distance is too much…

It's the worst kind of anxiety…

I love you so much and hope that the distance will make our relationship even more strong…

Wish you were here.