His touch…

…if You have found favor in me, direct my path and show me Your ways..

As I realized that I was wrong and was ready to come back, I saw that image..

Me, the repented daughter, worried that He might not take me back

Worried that He had already forgotten about me and moved on

Convinced that He thought I was a lost case….

I walked slowly and with mixed feelings

Wondering if it would ever be the same..

I got closer..

And across the horizon, I saw Him

Blocking the sun with one hand over His forehead, wind blowing His hair..

He saw me..

And walked towards me

First slowly

Then his steps became faster,

And all this time I'm holding back tears

But they keep streaming down my face..

A mixture of remorse, joy, and gladness overwhelm my heart and make it want to explode.

I run towards Him..

Oh how I missed His scent..his look upon my face

We are face to face..only inches apart..

I fear His "I told you so"

But He was qiuet and patient..

I looked into His eyes..

And I can only stare in awe of His mercy..

He holds out His arms to embrace me..

And I jump into them.

Oh Father, how I missed you! Please forgive me..

I never want to leave Your side again! Hold me tighter, I want to feel safe again..

I want to feel loved and cherished, I want to feel my heart beating with Yours..

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God awaken that passion in me..pour Your fire over my heart again..

I want to live for you, I want to love you with every single breath I take..

I want to honor you with my body, my life, every word I speak, every thought I think

I need You Lord

I want everyone to see You in my eyes, my smile, my life.

Give me Your heart, Your eyes

Give me that passion again..

Breathe Your breath of life into these withering bones

Into my withering heart..

Heal my heart, and fill it with Your Spirit.

My burdens are layed before You Father.

I want to fall asleep in Your arms once again..

I want to rest in Your prescense like I once did..

I love You so much Father..

Thank you for yet another opportunity.

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